Diary Excerpts(Jan 17,08)

For Rainbows and Dungeons ( Jan 17,08 )
“Don’t forget to look down” I thought to myself. Suspended a hundred feet above the ground, walking on an industrial cable; looking down, I saw a myriad of faces and colors, all fading away.
Ever had claustrophobia in open space? All reason is against it. I guess that’s why I can so acutely perceive it.
Always there, like the coffee cup stain on my professor’s desk; always there – permanent; It was and is and shall be… Just like me, I realize… I was and am and shall be. There’s nothing that can be done to stop it. Just don’t get in the way… Excuse me ;)

A million pieces of the whole…


The incoherent rambling of a fragmented mind will make sense only to minds of its kind…
My mind’s a million pieces held fast by a fine thread of hope…
Myriad pieces reflecting the cacophony within…
A million reflections of a troubled soul, a million fragments of eternity,A million flashes of ecstasy, a million ounces of pain, A million wings of freedom, a million cups of hemlock…
A million pieces of the whole…