For very many years I have captured my life in various forms.
Doodled with my crayon hoping big red fruits would appear on the coconut tree in our backyard; an occasional graffiti on the rest room wall hailing the math teacher (oh all right… they weren’t very polite!), a large heart on the sea shore promising my first love that it’ll last forever, a white canvas painted black and red when heart ache loomed, collages come victory, broken pencil leads come deciet…
It seems like a badly strung line of pearls, dosen’t it? And then I wrote my first diary. A big red diary full of poems – they actually rhymed. Iambic pentameter and chorees! Two years later I burnt it at a bonfire in my backyard.
I’ve been writing ever since, not to mention incinerating with equal fervor.
Blank verse and contemporary prose followed, trailed by dark abstracts. All disappearing, consumed by a crimson caress rising deep from the dungeons of my mind. Consider it sealed with a ruby kiss.
No one knows why I write, no one knows why I burn. And I have never tried to find the answer.
I would like to share some exerpts with you.. Don’t ask me why. If I go seeking an answer, I may never return…
I know why u write!!! ok not in full!!! but so may strings of pearly keep stringing themselves in ur head that they have to burst out!!!…else they mite hang themselves inside ya! but then this is one place where u cant burn the entries! Deleting doesnt give the same satisfaction!!! BANG!! there….deleted!!! doesnt give the same satisfaction of seeing something burn!!! esp when u r angry! ever tried to bang ur cell fone? only to realise oh no!!!! 15,000 buck gone!!! but banging the landline receiver gives a secial satisfaction…know what I mean?
Sadly my phone flew yesterday. A graceful projectile, shattering into three different components! But I thank you for your insight, I shall definitely pause to ponder before my next dance with the flames…
yup!!!! do pause….and stop! pause is just a temporary period (full-stop- local lingo)…could translate to a comma too! So …ah…anything u write with ur heart…shudnt be burnt…(exceptions abound!)…ever heard abt the gorillas in bonobo?…Dr. Dian Fossey the famous researcher who was killed while fighting for their cause…said (quote not perfect…but the meaning is rite) “every time a gorilla is killed…it is akin to a library full of books being burnt….you never know what you lost”.
I know why u write!!! ok not in full!!! but so may strings of pearly keep stringing themselves in ur head that they have to burst out!!!…else they mite hang themselves inside ya! but then this is one place where u cant burn the entries! Deleting doesnt give the same satisfaction!!! BANG!! there….deleted!!! doesnt give the same satisfaction of seeing something burn!!! esp when u r angry! ever tried to bang ur cell fone? only to realise oh no!!!! 15,000 buck gone!!! but banging the landline receiver gives a secial satisfaction…know what I mean?
Sadly my phone flew yesterday. A graceful projectile, shattering into three different components! But I thank you for your insight, I shall definitely pause to ponder before my next dance with the flames…
yup!!!! do pause….and stop! pause is just a temporary period (full-stop- local lingo)…could translate to a comma too! So …ah…anything u write with ur heart…shudnt be burnt…(exceptions abound!)…ever heard abt the gorillas in bonobo?…Dr. Dian Fossey the famous researcher who was killed while fighting for their cause…said (quote not perfect…but the meaning is rite) “every time a gorilla is killed…it is akin to a library full of books being burnt….you never know what you lost”.
Hey I know the movie… Gorillas in the mist? Man, she was eccentric… But point taken!
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fine post
Thank you Nesamithran!
I love the way you write first time here
Nice!!Do you do Photography?